It was 2002 and I distinctly remember sitting on the beach in the Spring, a good 6 months before my first baby was expected. I was attempting to take in the fact that I was not going to have another Spring with only my husband and I. Not even another Christmas. I couldn’t fathom my belly growing so big (like me in that photo above at 38 weeks with baby #1).
How does a woman wrap her mind around such a thing?
The truth is, you can’t. No one can. No one can possibly explain enough, no book can teach enough, no video can prepare you enough. Sure, you’ll have all the tools you need to deliver a baby and be a first time mom, but there’s nothing and no one out there to say, “Hey, this is what it will feel like!”
I didn’t know that my soul would break, but break open. I didn’t know that I would grow up overnight (no matter what my age was). I didn’t know that life was really beginning for real.
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I am guest blogging over at Gussy Sews today – click here to read the rest of my answer to “what it feels like to be a mother for the first time”.
Maggie is a new mama (one week ago baby Maxwell entered into the world!) and I’m so, so thrilled for my sweet friend and this new adventure!
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