Drowning

by arianne

Everything I might write has been deleted over and over.
Either from the screen or from my brain.
I can’t seem to write something that isn’t dark and twisty.

Do you ever get like that?

I am at a place in my life when I’m about to have a birthday
and I’m excited about it (I like getting older)
but I’m fighting a giant sense of caring too much about things out of my control.

I seriously can’t keep my spirits up.

I want to burn everything to the ground and start all over
and jump into a pool of Perspective and drown in it
so I finally learn what it means
to keep it.

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Just Write.

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